I now have my new home! And it happened sooo quickly after simply letting it all go.
I'd been worrying about this for so long: Alternately stressing, then moving into peace. Stressing, then peace, stressing, then peace. It's a lot of spiritual work, you know?
"All will be fine", I kept affirming to myself all the time.
(That's a really good practice by the way. Keeps you centered and focused and positive.)
But are you ever in a situation when you want the result NOW, and it's just not coming to you?
Then all the while, later, you figure out it was always available to you?
What is with that?
It has to do with not trusting. If I had really already known that "everything was going to be alright", I could have let go a lot sooner.
But homes are a funny thing, especially for women. We need them. We want them. No matter your personality, you will not feel right if you're in temporary digs not knowing where the more permanent ones are. We just want to know where we belong!
The view from my window in my new place when I first got there.
If you read my last email to you, I talked about a massive realization I had, and that is that my Home is with God.
After a bout of frustration with not understanding why I hadn't found the right home yet, I went in to dig deep, see what was there, and then released it.
I discovered that there was a calling happening for me, a calling toward a place where I could feel so much more secure, no matter what. A calling to teach me, that my Home is with God.
It's primarily a feeling really, of being enveloped in Love and caring, by a protective, all-knowing intelligence that is always looking out for you.
That's the best way I know to explain it.
And because of that shift, I simply let it all go.
I felt safe, and I was no longer worried about where I would end up next. It would be whatever it would be, and I knew a higher power was in charge, so all would be well.
This was quite late at night when I did this inner work. The very next morning, without my doing a thing, my phone rings and it's the manager of a rental firm here in Munich. This firm is the best, the top, the most well-respected that provides furnished, well-managed housing.
The thing is, I had been working with one of their agents for some time. But then the transaction stale-mated and went nowhere. For weeks I watched while that very same property remained on the market, however, the agreement between myself, the landlady, and the agent wasn't going anywhere! Just stalled.
This manager saw some of our most recent communications, and then he called me immediately to find out what was going on. He couldn't understand the stall, or what was happening. I explained it in a few minutes. We discussed a few other details, then he said he'd get back to me.
Within 30 minutes he had straightened it all out, and had secured me the apartment! All that was left was signing the contract!
It was mine now! WOW!
It can all happen that fast when you're in a higher alignment with what wants to help you.
But we forget that there is a greater power out there trying to help us.
The truth is, I was afraid to make this commitment, and so in reality, it was I who was stalling the whole deal, energetically.
And I didn't trust that everything would be alright in the future. I was mucking it all up with fear.
We can so often forget who we really are, and where our safety really lies.
Everything is happening not TO you, but WITH you for a reason, and that reason is always for your personal growth and expansion.
In reality, my home was there all along. Releasing the fear, and accepting Trust and Faith into my consciousness was the requirement.
How is God asking you to have more Trust and Faith in these days for your life?
All my love,
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