I have been contemplating a few things lately and trying to figure them out.
Do you do that?
I think all of us on a spiritual path must do continual internal examination, so that we can get a better understanding of the reflections in our lives.
We want to know how or why we created these reflections, and then we can use what we have learned to create even better lives for ourselves.
This is what I do with my private clients all the time. We always start with "What's going on in your life?" and then, we can analyze that reflection, see what we like and what we don't like, and move from there.
Sounds simple, and it may be, but easy, it is not. But if we can do it - and having support does make it a whole lot easier - our lives DO become better, and our reflections change to mirror that.
Ultimately, I believe, when we have learned to create better lives for ourselves, it spills over into the lives of others as well.
When you do better, others whose lives you touch benefit as well. Whether they are simply seeing and observing, or through the direct assistance you offer through your services, skills, and teaching.
In the last four months since moving to Germany, I have been living in home-like hotels. For a time, it served well. But lately, I’ve been wondering why the right home hasn’t come my way.
Granted, I've been really busy since getting here, and perhaps all is in Divine Order, putting me in the right place, at the right time. But why hasn't a home manifested already? Wasn’t I sent here to have a strong solid foundation from which my work could launch bigger?
I’ve seen dozens of apartments. It's time-consuming. I even hired an assistant to do all the research for me, as the sites are in German and have additional requirements in order to qualify to get into a lease.
I did all that work, but still, I keep coming up just short. But inside, I knew: I was not really internally aligned with what that home would be.
I was not internally aligned enough with receiving my greater good.
Sometimes, you have to just take time out to do this kind of inner work! But I was 'too busy', running around on the outside, while the inside was unclear.
I wasn’t sure what I wanted.
“What if I don’t like it?” Then, would I have to move again later?
Do I get furnished or unfurnished?
What part of town do I want to be in?
Is it here or is it there?
I simply kept campaigning, and pushing, and running around town looking. I went to see, view, visit and assess all the apartments on the market, in this big city!
It’s not like in the US where you can expect certain standards, like a bathtub or an elevator. In any old-world European city, expect the unexpected.
I am so accustomed to manifesting that, when something doesn’t happen, I know it’s time to go in, and go in deep to see what’s there.
God was calling for me. That’s what I didn’t see. God was gently inviting me to see that, regardless of the room, the building, or the circumstances, God will always be my Home.
I felt into that and stayed in that feeling for a very long meditation today.
You just can’t imagine what a feeling that brings.
I know everything will be fine now, and instead of continuing the search, I’m relaxed. I’ve surrendered and I’ve released. I’ve also seen that I’ve had way too much to do to get this housing thing right just yet. I did have a lot on my plate, and moving in somewhere wasn't going to fit in: Immigration paperwork, US taxes, opening bank accounts, training some interns, and continuing my business.
I also needed to wait for permission from the German government, to actually stay here. Once I got that, I did totally relax, and there was no anxiety about signing a lease.
I am at peace, and all is well.
I know now that because of this new, deeper connection to Source, more than great will start showing up effortlessly.
I shouldn’t have to struggle at any time, and all will be given to me at the right time, and in the right way. And the same can be true for you, as well.
Are you looking at your own reflection and digging deeper to see what’s there?
It’s one of my favorite things to do! Do you know why?
It always brings miraculous results!
This is how God will come to us. Enlighten us. And provide all things for us.
We just need to be able to listen, then act.
All my love,
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Much love and Many Blessings,